15.7.09
7.7.09
Tuesday
Well the holiday weekend is over and it's back to work. Paperwork, faxing, cranky patients and fun with co-workers.
I have lost interest in my blog lately, I have basically been communication through my pictures on flickr, and I have almost thought about getting rid of my blog and using just flickr . . . but I don't know, we'll see. Jason finished our deck last night. We only have to stain it now . . . it's so nice to have it, it looks so good and I am so proud of Jason. He had been talking about a deck for about 2 years now and when he puts his mind to it, he gets things done.
(still need to kick myself in the butt
and get excerising, I hate how much
I weight right now . . )
30.6.09
28.6.09
In a funk
Staying inside all day and eating cake for breakfast and lunch is not recommended........makes you feel in a funk really really bad.
16.6.09
Map the Fallen
I don't care who you are or what you are doing, you need to check out this blog and really look at it!
27.5.09
25.5.09
scattered
I am watching the new show on A&E Obsessed. It's quite interesting but a bit uncomfortable to watch. They take 2 people and show their OCD and then it shows them getting help through therapy. The therapists put them in situations where they face their fears and they have to deal with their anxiety.
It's hard to watch someone go through anxiety symptoms because I have gone through the same thing for years. It's so uncomfortable to see them upset and freaking out, it hits very close to home. It's a great show though, I wish more people understood how hard it is to deal with anxiety and fear.
On a different subject . . . I still haven't been blogging as often as I would like (or as often as some people would like me to - Jennifer :P) The only way I can describe it is that when I sit down and stare at this blank screen my brain has all kinds of thoughts and they just bounce all over my head. I can't get them straight, I can't get them in any logical order so that when I write about them they come out all sophisticated and fancy. So I just don't do it.
So this might be a big old jumbled mess of nonsense, but oh well!
My life just seems a big jumbled mess, work is crazy but not crazy. If that makes sense. I love my job it's just a matter of ignoring a certain co-worker and then everything is okey dokey.
Life is crazy but not crazy. We are done with the yard sale that was once my grandparent's life. We had the sale on 2 different Saturdays and honestly it was horribly exhausting!!! I have not been that tired after a day of work in a long long time. I am glad it's over, I am sad to see mom and pop's things gone but there were many many items that were sold to people that knew mom and pop. A neighbor that knew them bought all of mom's Christmas village houses. The nurse that had taken care of mom and pop after different times at St. Mary Hospital was there at the sale and she bought some of mom's glass ware. A neighbor across the street that knew them from when they first moved in there (over 10 years ago) bought some of mom's tea cups. Another neighbor from when we lived on Newtown Road bought a lot of mom's tea cups also. It was nice to see people that knew them get to take home a piece of them.
As the sales went on all of us would see things that we decided not to sale because we wanted them. We don't know what we are going to do with this things, but we all had Rubbermaid tubs in the back room and when we saw something we would grab it and put it in our tub. I have a lot of little things in my tub, I need to get my tub from the house as a matter of fact. I don't know what I am going to do with these things but they belonged to my grandparents and I want to keep them. I will keep them until I don't need them anymore.
Other parts of life . . . I again can't stop thinking about my weight. I saw some pictures that Josh took of me over the weekend, and it was shocking to me. I can't believe I look how I do. It's not that I am grotesque, obese, disgusting etc. BUT it's not what I want to look like. I want to lose about 25 pounds............. I just don't feel like I can do it. I want to work out every day, I want to stop munching all day long on food, I want my appetite to go away!!!! I just have to do it, I have to eat better, I have to be active, I have to take my vitamins, I have to drink less soda, I have to I have to I have to. Oh the pressure!
Another random thought, it's about 28 or so days till we leave for vacation!!!!!! June 20th we leave for Canada! I can't wait, I am very excited and want to leave now.
Other things on the agenda . . .
- May 30th - 12:45pm hair cut
- June 2nd - Italian Potluck lunch at work (I am in charge of making manicotti for 13 people!!!)
- June 4th - 4pm counseling appt
- June 4th - 6pm dinner with coworkers (celebrating our coworker graduating from college and then moving back to Olympia to start her new life)
- June 8th - 4pm dentist appointment
- June 9th - Jason's 2pm dentist appointment
- June 12th - 5 year wedding anniversary
- June 20th - CANADA VACATION!!!
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